So I’m not exactly sure why I let this shit build up and bother me. I’d like to be more enlightened and/or less caring but it just pisses me right the hell off. It’s this attitude thing! It’s this, “well, it’s too scary to face the truth and I don’t have any power anyways so I’m going to keep living in my made up fake world.” Is it just perspective? Is it personality? It is just irritating!
I don’t intend anything to be gossipy or really less than the truth.
Here is an example of a bazillion I could come up with.
My job responsibilities have been added to. I get it, it happens to people. However, I still have to do my current job and then add this other piece in that is actually not my job. So, when I say something that would indicate anything less than this is totally what I want to do I’m told that is my job. Yes, and it’s like saying “ok school teacher, now you also have to drive the bus but we are not going to give you any training, you still have to keep up on all the academics but this is your job now.” I know, there are people way more qualified and who want to drive bus but we are giving it to you!
I’m not even talking about the fairness, justice, blah, blah, blah about it.
I just want people to be able to stand in the darkness with me and not try to see the silver lining or light at the end of the tunnel or have some sort of bullshit power anthem about it.
What is it that doesn’t allow people to just sit with the ick? Is it just survival?
I find it interesting how even obvious signs of integrity cracks don’t really seem to persuade people’s opinions.
What is up with that?